Not only is existence illogical all of Creation is mad act of love by the God

This explains the passionate erotic way that God set aside Israel for himself and would go into mad, jealous rages against them.

It also sheds light on the way we perceive God perceiving us when we pray - we want to be his love toy, so to speak, for the Creator to throw all caution to the wind and engage us recklessly, as a statesman would debase himself for his mistress. It doesn't make any sense but neither does love.